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IT'S MY BURFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFDAY!!!

(Allie wrote this...)

I keep forgetting I have this thing to write about exciting things that happen.

Well, over the weekend, I had some wonderful things happen. I GOT INTO THE BFA PROGRAM AT UCSB!!!! I'm so happy, I can't even describe it. My actor training is going to be tough, but I'm so ready for it, it's not even funny.

I also spent Saturday with good friends at a jello-wrestling party in Isla Vista. It was a really good time. A bunch of us were just hanging out on the roof of a two story house watching the madness below us. It was great.

Oh yeah, and apparently I was between a bush and a dumpster :P

Time is running out.

I have to find a monologue NOW.

This is gonna be my first rant-esque thing:

I know this is only my first year in college, but I'm over it. I'm over the stupid, senseless classes I have to take just to satisfy some requirements. I have no interest in becoming a psychologist, a paleontologist, a chicano studies major, or a literature expert. What I want to do has nothing to do with these things. I want to act. And I want to act now. I'm tired of waiting to do something, I want to just DO IT.

I keep thinking I'm running out of time to reach my goal. I'm gonna be 19 years old, almost done with my teen years, and I have done nothing to get myself out there. Sure I got headshots taken, but where are they? Sitting on a disc in my room back in Moorpark.

I'm tired of feeling this pressure to succeed in subjects I couldn't give a crap about. I want people to know who I am. I want to be in movies, and I want it now. My dad keeps telling me that I don't want this enough, but now I'm saying it: I WANT IT.

That's all I have to say about that.

Thank you.

First of all, thank you Allie for the cardboard thing, I read in on your blog. Very clever ;)

So the Frankenstein-esque play went well yesterday, except for the yardstick malfunction haha.
It was nice seeing my family and Allie and her family, even if it was just for like two hours.
I have three midterms this week, none of which I'm ready for; but I'm about to start studying for Dinosaurs, so, you know, there's that.

Okay, that's all for now.

I'm back in SB now. Spring Break was pretty good overall. I didn't do much, which is just fine. I relaxed and rid myself of school stress.

I finished the quarter with a 4.0, which I'm so happy about! If I didn't get an A in black studies, I would have flipped a bitch.

Anyways, this quarter doesn't seem like it'll be all that bad. I hope it goes by as fast as last quarter. I want my four month long summer!

Okey doke, that's all for now :D

I'M DONE WITH MY PAPERS!!!!! That's right, 18 pages in 5 days. My brain hurts.

I come home in three days! I'm so stoked.

It's also three days until my one year anniversary with Allie :) I'm so excited, she's so great :P

Bye for now :D